HerrGoldberg

its hard to describe, but I suppose you know the moments, those weird kind of feelings - its nothing special, you feel filled up, flooded with inspiration though. A result of what i just spoke of is the following poem, a one I cant get off my mind, eventhoug I already wrote it down a few times!!! I think this makes it so special and present in my head.

Architekten

Wir zwei Kunstraum-Virtuosen,
haben Hirnurlaub im pauschalen Heim.
es gibt Bier und Spiritousen,
kippen Meinung in uns rein.

Geistige Getränke regen geistige Gespräche
mit sich und ich breche
mit ihnen! brech mit dir dieses Raster
- dieses Muster -
der gelehrten Wissenschustrer,
denn Kunst ist unser Laster.

I got a lot of different Inputs lately, I just dont have the time to do anything with it, thats why I wrote this in a very boring lecture the other day. Well, NOw that the Semester is over I will have some time to hold a brush once in a while again. yay

Geez, Im getting sick of it - my studies are taking all my concetration, so that there is none left for anything else than architecture. Of course it is entirely interesting and stuff, but at some Point point, i'd rather like to write or have a good and LONG Bass jam. The chaning of Conditions in my Life by moving out, studying and the new people that are old already takes a big effect I have to get along with by the time, what Im doing at the moment.
So in the End Life is hard, but bearable, art will come from time to time, but more rarely. I'm not dead. yet...

Hm, I got back to my contrast reveries (its such a beautiful painting!), Guess, Im not over them yet - It is really hard to concentrate on things that are outside my head at the moment.
crazy art to come...

so, I heard its supposed to be haslloween again. Well, a little drunk I am, but theres one good thing to tell ya:
Ive just been to a so called hallween party and guess what I disguised as:
no, it has been a freaking pantomime. you might think, that is pretty cool, so did the freaking girls at the dancefloor, but that aint really funny - Its awesome to costume as a pantomime - you can imitate and make fun of the people all around you and they wouldnt care, they think its a costume, they would never notice it is a reflexion of their pathetic reality.
freaks!

sorry for bad english, i#M really drunk atm. love you, sweety pie ...

I noticed it, so did you probably: there is barely anything coming from me in the last couple weeks. Theres  no input touching my head. BUt today, I had a funny walpurgis night experience, and it started burning again. And it felt good.
Well, the inspiration is more useful for my book though, that makes it quite hard for you guys to care about it at all. just sayin'...